Yep, I'm there. I told myself I wouldn't let it creep in and take over every thought. I have now consumed my whole entire calendar with the "LOA wait" days. We are on day 73 today. I am back to checking my email every time my phone buzzes. Why can't the email be there??!! Our acceptance or any update is needed right now!
I just want my daughter home!!
Well, we've waited years so what's a few more months? Am I kidding myself?! It's torture when it consumes every moment.
I guess I never dreamed that I could love someone only seen in a picture. I worry about her, daydream over her, and wonder how she'll respond to us. That's the price of parenting!
Much love,
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