It's been so stressful the past few weeks. To be honest I'm not sure if it's any different than my life always has been. Maybe I just think its stressful because I'm on edge. I normally can handle situations with ease and at the most after some talks about it with Jeremy or Mom. This week my mood seems angrier or a better word would be reactive. I know it all leads back to this is Day 81 and our LOA can't get here fast enough!
I'm so frustrated with myself. Ive managed to make it through several unsuccessful fertility attempts 4 years ago and we have been working on this adoption for almost 2 years. Why would I start reacting now? I have been so strong for all these years until now.
I am being very selfish so I need prayers! Please also continue to thank God for the sweet care that Natalee Grace seems to be receiving! Looking at her smile in the picture makes a momma proud!
Much love,
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Hang in there, sweetheart!!
ReplyDeleteNot much longer! Believe me, I know how hard this is but remember the longest wait is behind you and I promise this feeling is normal and WILL pass! I feel like we are cruising now. We are still about 6-8 weeks from travel, but the reality is sinking in and it the wait is much more bearable. Lots of love and prayers going up for you. I think about you all the time and can't for you to get your little girl home! Ella Grace will be waiting to meet her:-)
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